Post-Treatment Reflections: Mixed Emotions

Laurie Niedermayer | JUL 31, 2024

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Hey there,

So, you've made it through treatment. High-fives all around! But guess what? The emotional ride doesn't exactly pull into the station. It's more like a rollercoaster that loops back on itself, and yeah, it's a bit of a wild ride.

A Triumph Tinged with Apprehension

Picture this: you've just run a marathon, and you're catching your breath at the finish line. That feeling of triumph? Absolutely. But, there's this niggling voice in your head, asking, "What if I have to run another marathon?"

Celebrating Victories Amidst Lingering Doubts

Life post-treatment is a parade of victories – from the first post-treatment checkup to simply enjoying your favorite ice cream without the metallic taste of medication. But it's like partying with a cloud over your head. You're psyched about the victories, yet there's this lingering doubt that just won't leave.

The Emotional Rollercoaster of Follow-Up Testing

Now, let's talk about follow-up tests. They're like the climax of a suspense movie. The days leading up to them are filled with sweaty palms, overthinking every little ache, and convincing yourself you're a medical expert, courtesy of Google.

The Weight of Waiting

Waiting for results is like being in slow-mo. Time crawls, and you're stuck in a weird limbo. Everything else seems trivial compared to that envelope or phone call that holds your fate.

Navigating Positive Results and Resilience in the Face of Setbacks

Good news feels like you just won the lottery. Bad news? It stings. But you know what? Resilience becomes your alter ego. You face setbacks head-on, sometimes with a tear-streaked face, but damn it, you face them.

Seeking Support in the Emotional Whirlwind

In this emotional circus, having your people around is like having a safety net. They're the ones who get it – the ups, the downs, and the loop-de-loops. Sharing fears, crying, laughing – it's all part of the survival journey.

Embracing the Complexity

Post-treatment emotions are a wild mix. It's not all rainbows and butterflies. It's a bit messy, a bit complicated, and that's okay. Embrace the weirdness, because within this emotional cocktail is your story of triumph, resilience, and a whole lot of heart.

Here's to riding this rollercoaster together!

For more information in my journey - check out my book: "My Right Breast - One Woman's Journey Through Cancer." available in my store.

Laurie Niedermayer | JUL 31, 2024

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